Sunday, January 22, 2012

a window of time...

the moment has been frozen in time... it stands still, as though nothing can effect it. Its a small window of time..when everything seems to stop, and you wonderi fothers can feel it too? In this moment  you feel so much, and notice so many things.. your heart gets still...the world is stopped. your in between the ticks of the grandfather clock...in between your own heartbeats. You hear the things around you so well, and more then that, you feel so much in such a short time. It will be over soon... so what do you do in this short moment? Feel, soak up, wonder? pray.... hurt....so many things within your power. You remember everything... the way she smelled... the way she laughed. and her, and her. ha. and memories.... they cannot all fit. So you funnel the ones that hit you the hardest... after all, its only a window of time. In this magical instant, your spirit within you is quiet, and you recieve whatever there is that is knocking on your hearts door.  You wonder about your direction, but not for long. For you know that not everyone can feel this, or even know what your talking about.

and then the next heart beat sounds within you. And it is over. the tv is noisy again, and real life is back. you hear a text. and the dryer buzzer goes off. but in your mind, just for a moment...you can still feel how it felt.... to be....in a window of time.

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