wedding suck.... so do luke warm friends....

the life in a small town cop.... aging...at 53 yrs of age....trying to stay fit.... getting all the regular things done that you need to get done. Then you get a stomach ache which turns into the removal of your appendix.... then  you come back to work...and   get a call that you need to go look for a local hoodlum....as there is a warrant in a neighboring county, and they want him. Couldn't have a quiet day. no ...no.... gotta do this while were recovering from some stupid surgery.  So then theres the go to the ol ladies house and plug up the wheelchair ...cuz shes stranded in her wheely deely chair with a dead battery....in the middle of her living room... and then theres the dog complaint..... when I get there, theres 10 little white puppies running around yipping at whatever puppies yip at... just one thing after antoher. Now on ANY other day, you can sit here in the car and watch paint dry. No a speeder, not a dog loose, not a single call. But not after surgery....no sir ree...

So anyway, theres court today... we can see how many people wanna fight their ticket. yee yaw.

NOw lets talk about weddings. omg... such a pain in the ass. NO body wants to help the mother of the bride out.... oh they say we will help...but where are they when its time to clean out the cabin? or prepare a wedding album? or do a hundred other things? Where are they at photo time? can they even run an errand for you while you take off work and spend the whole day trying to make this a good memorable wedding experience? no way.... they are so full of shit... and good wishes. I say shit and good wishes can grow any garden.... but doesn't do much for a friendship. If these are the kinds of friends that we have....who needs enemies? At least I know my enemies are not going to do anything for me..... they'll tell me up front....

So you cant count on anyone.... except God and yourself. And God takes His sweet time. Seems His time is perfect or something like that....so I wont go there.

Ive got lots of other things to vent and talk about....but Im trying to go easy and not run off all the invisible fans and readers that are out there lappin  up every word I type on this stupid half size screen. So Ill halt right there.

so remember...even though... the world sucks, you cant count on anyone....and no one cares about you or your wellbeing..... "you are special, you are loved....." uh huh.

Now about the time I get ready to end this rant....and go back to work, itll start raining.

oh crappy day...

ugh. its been a rough week. and its only Tuesday. I maybe worked too hard on the weekend. I think I need some play time. I am not a happy camper today..so Ill be brief. The day didn't end well yesterday, and didn't start well this morning... the car overheated.... and its hard to give a citation with no car. I can run along the roadway and yell sounds like a siren...but most likely, the men in white jackets will be called, and Ill just get too hot.

so im done and so is my attitude for the day. And anyone that smiles at me may get bitch slapped.

trust and jobs.

hello invisible peepers. I see I remain a mystery.... good.

times have been good but very tiring and very exhausting. I tell ya...this getting older bit...sucks. and not in a good way. I used to work all day and be able to do it the next day with no problem...but now im so sore I can hardly get my shoes tied, or my boots on. aleeve and "old people cream" are my best friends....IF I can get it on.... good thing I have a wife that will put it on me... she needs some now and then too.

weddings. ugh. My household is stressed to the max. this stepdaughter gets married soon. This month.. and her soon to be hubby quit his job... ugh. didn't like the way the boss talked to him. Seems he thinks someone is going to bail him out or something. I have no idea. but I hope he gets a soft spoken boss in the future... so he will stay at work.

anyway... times come and go. I hope the things tha tbother me now will be taken care of, and my mind set at ease. I guess I just have to =trust God that it will be.  Im getting tired of this job... myself. But Ill not quit until I find another one.

I have not much else to say. Im exhausted and tired....and the week is just starting. seems these weekends are worse than the work week. maybe I can actually rest up on the job to prep for the upcoming weekend. ha.

Let peace and harmony, rest and a revival of mind body and spirit enter within immediately! thank you LORD!