thinking

Someday.. when you stand at the edge, and look,  you see the sight in front of you...and wonder what or if, or why, remember. Feel the crisp cutting edge of the wind as it whips under your collar, and blows your hair. Put your gloved hands in your coat pockets to get warmer. Look up. See the star I shared with you? the one I said was my star? Can you remember how to find it? It glows upon a background of dark blue hues and twinkles at you. Your days are numbered and you are much aware of it now. Do you remember now? It was your decision. All I did was love you. No matter what.


Now, as you face the uncertain future...isnt that the way futures are? You must face it without me. But it is ok to think... and remember. Remember what  you learned...and what you taught me. Embrace the memories. Do not resist the tear forming in your eye, or the smile ...faint as it is. Embrace, and remember.  Stand. It is hard, it is cold, it is lonely. But love endures. Do you remember now?  


Never again allow the past to determine your present, and future. Soak in this sight. Feel this moment. Allow this. Accept His blessing. He awaits you. Surrender. It is the only way.