you know...sometimes I type, not knowing if I will publish it or not on this thing. Sometimes it just helps me to get my thoughts out. Im sitting here feeling pretty low. I start thinking about other people and when they felt this way. I think about Christ, in the garden.... he was pretty low. The son of God, struggling with His life...and what He had to go through. I guess its ok if I fret alittle over what Im in.

sigh. I wish I had the answers I seek. but even if I did, I might not like them, and I might just continue my course anyway.

maybe Ill just sit on this one....add to it later.

falling forwardly,
me

Well....its a new time. a new day so to speak. the pages have turned... and my life is a shade better. Im about to end another chapter of my life and begin a brand new one.... a new direction. Im excited...  as I read the above portion that I typed before,  I see I was pretty down. Life does this.... like waves. up and down. just gotta ride it out. enjoy the up times.... get thru the down ones.

Today I drove the mule while my grandson steered. I noticed the weeds ...so many....so ugly... then he laughed. I drove my wife and two dogs around later... and we enjoyed the sunset. How bad can life be for me? I get tired a lot.... much faster and easier than I used to. this really is frustrating to me... but I guess I can adjust.

I had breakfast this am. coffee. eggs and biscuts. I even had jelly. man it was good. how bad can life be? I tried mowing some weeds down...as they bothered me so much. I wish I treated for weeds...but its too late now. so I got the mower out and mowed some in the pasture. I noticed lots of burmuda under those weeds. looks pretty good. and it rained last night. and I slept thru it all....
how bad can life be?

I went over the bills...and talked to p about it.... we make plenty of money.... theres no use in working your life away at this age....if you make plenty of money. Its time to slow down and enjoy what you've always wanted to enjoy all of your life. Lets make life a Friday..... everyday. How bad can life be?

I pray God will allow me to live in good health....and enjoy this upcoming chapter.

how bad

can life be?