Notice life, accept life, Trust God, and Love.

Well so much has happened... but Ill leave the details in my online diary. I have noticed this year that I am more concerned with the way my country is turning out, than I am the every day little things. Seems such a shame that my children could not grow up the way I did, and my grandchildren will not have a clue of how it was either. I guess I could say the same of my grandfathers time too though. Im sure nothing was the same as it was when he was a kid either.

Ive been busy ...always busy. Maybe busy is good.. but sometimes I think Im busy with the wrong things. So what will be the sum of my life? a lot of busyness? Is it what your remembered by? or what you accomplish? Does anything really last? I see the really old tombstones... and wonder what they did in their lives. I see buildings named after important people.... being renamed.... after someone else now! I think time....forgets everyone eventually.

So what does one do then? sigh. I think the simple things are it for me. I understand them. I understand that simple wont last either, but at least I can get it, and maybe some of those around me will too. Doing the right thing.... being Godly... Im not sure Ill be remembered as Godly. I have so many things wrong with me. But I  do hope that some will remember me that way, and most importantly that God sees my heart, and knows it to be true to Him.

Funny how a beginning of a project can look so different from a finished project. Ill try to insert a pic of the finished one in here somewhere. I guess my life is that way. I hope it gets completed before I go to the next life. maybe its like a video game, and Ill get extra points. God knows Ill  need them.

My married life is getting a tad easier. She no longer wakes me up tying me to the mattress with rope. that has to be an improvement right? I could pretend that was some kind of kinky sex thing she likes to do with me, but its hard to ignore the lighter, and gasoline can nearby. But hey, she does let me know she needs me. she says "go warm my car up", and "the dishes need to be put up". soo....

well im gonna be a grandpa soon. I look in the mirror as that old sexy bearded gray headed man who can no longer tie his boots without making noise, and think.... grandpa! Im way to sexy for that. but I will embrace it with all my heart.

The world changed around me. did I expect anything else. I see people aging and think... my my... they should look younger...then I see a reflection of me, and I don't recognize myself. lol. The world just keeps changing...and I keep agin. Many of my old friends are already dead. I hope I can get moved back to the country, with my little wife, and be able to enjoy life for a few good years...before I move on.

notice., accept, Trust God, and love those around me. Finish what I start.

ill try to peek in here more often. If I don't see "yall" again..... then I will see you someday, on the other side. I hope its the side with the pearly gates....for  your sakes.